-dear boy-
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hey love, when u ask wat i feel i say love..
wen u ask how i know i say trust
and dis not enough..
It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do
Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel
'Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why........
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do
Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel
'Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why........
dear~
since u leave from mylife just dis tears company me everyday..
i have nob0dy for me to lay on for me to cry..
hug me wen im in sad..as wat u did to me b4
laugh..smile...i feel it b4 and now just be in memory~
how hurt dis life i have to past
n im feel so down...
i can lie to myself dat i 4get u...actually im not
i cant lie to myself..
i have giv dis truly LOVE dat i never ever
give to others but i gv it to you..
ur promise makes me safe wit u dat i won get hurt...
but evrything was meaningless..=.=
im getting hurt enaf...again n again
how can i faced all this..
u wil not feel hurt as wat im feel
coz u hepy wat u have now..
but me??
im nothing.....n nothing......
aqu syg cmne pon ngan sum1 uh, aq xdpt pape pon..
aqu dpt pgajaran...
yg buat aq bnyk blaja dari sume nih..
air mata nih bkn saje notk aq mgalir, sakit..padah sume adew..
ntok aq maafkan sume nih, bkn sng..aqu bnyk korbankan
pasaan aq..hidup aq...hati aq..
bole ke ubat sume nih..xdpt an?
aq mmg jaat an salu buat ko sedih time nan aq..
aq twu aq penah buat salah, sume org pon penah buat salah
coz xde yg sempurna...
kalo o
suke dia..syg die lagi..
npe nk dgn aq..kalo ko xtwu pe yg ko nk dlm dri tuh..
jgn ko pkse dri uh..
kate2 ko mlm tuh ckup aq sedar aq mmg mcm sng an
ntok permainkan..adil ke???
mmg mgkin niat ko nk buat cmtu..tpi ko dah skitkan aty nih..
cnta ..syg...sume aq dh bagi sepenuhnya.
berbaloi ke aq buat sume tuh??
bila kite dpt twu dari mulut sum1 yg penah kite cnta
"aq xpat nk tipu diri aqu yg aq masih sygkan dia, n aqu xbole maw pksa dri
aq ntok cnta didi"
sakit weyh...sakit sgt2...
bile ingat sume tuh aq ase down sgt2...
ko twu x pasaan aq mcm nk gile tym tuh,...
aqu twu aq sakit, p aq smoke gak, bkn aq smoke sbb aq hu rtdgn sume toh
tpi aq ase aq ptot buat ape aq nk n aq xnk org halang pe aq buat..
mgkin ko ingat aq nga hepy2 an nan hidop aq
dgn khdran org baru dlm idop aq..
hahaha..
tu sume yg ko nmpak..
p aty aq masih sakit..kosong...n kosong..
aq senyum..aqu gelak..
p aty xase sume tuh..
tu ape yg org nmpak...dlm aty aqu xde yg twu..
dh la, ko msti dh bhgia an nan dye..bgoslah, maafkan
aq sbb rmpas kbhgiaan dye dlu..
aq nk ko twu, aq nk dgn ko sbb
aq btol2 cnta ko, aq ase aq ley lame nan ko..
n aq xkn sakitkan hati n pasaan mcm aqu ase skrg neyh..
ti last2 aq ttap cmnih...
sakit sgt2..
lau dgn maaf tu bole hilangkan ase sume ni kan bgos..
tpi sume same je..
maafkan didi...cmne nk lembutkan hati ni lagi yg penah sakit sgt2..
didi bkn mcm dulu lagi..
semoga korg dua bahagia..ikhlas kata2 dari didi..
didi xpat nk bg pape ntok u..
ni je lah pat didi bagi, restu sume...
hrp korg kekal same2..
hati..pasaan...didi, didi bole jage sndri..
tc~
gud lux exam uh, jgn bnyk men2..
serious stdy..
same2 jgn repeat subject yg kite suke...
